Actually leaving Texas I say! I hope I speak of a truth!

So Houstons been grand. A list of highlights is below if ur interested. **
So all the anxiety that was with me before i left san antonio is upon my soul again. The fears of finding a place to sleep that's safe and... well....that's pretty much it i think. and i know i'll be having some sleepless nights due to humidity and heat sleeping in the car at night.. but hey. can't complain. i signed up for it. I hope the rest of the trip is eventful. I hope it's going to be a good time. I hope i conquer some things that hinder me in my life. =) i hope i get clarity on certain things. i hope i hear god. i hope i read. i hope i meet people. i hope i don't get mugged. i hope i don't feel overly alone. i hope the gps doesn't lead me off a cliff. I'm very hopeful. In the end I hope i am content. That's it.

I could go on with more hopes. But rather i hope u too will pursue the things that ur heart desires.  For some reason this type of road trip is appealing to me. The more i tell people about it, the more i see that soooo many of u would want to do the same thing too. Many can't due to obligations, but that's ok. Cuz most of the obligations are precious kiddos.  The more I hear of other peoples excitement for me, it gets me even more excited and thankful that i have the resources to make such a trip. But i'm scared. But certainly all change is hard and can be a challenge. To step out and do those things u wish u could do. Be more bold. More confident. More wise with the funds. More wise with time. More wise with people. More time with family. Changing. it's worth breaking habits that keep u stagnant. It's worth taking steps towards accomplishing goals. It's worth taking steps towards accomplishing anything that u would set ur heart to do.

I prolly will not be signing on as much any more. but if i do. .. .please tell me to stay off the computer. I've had too much of it in Houston. but s'all good. If u see someone i know, give them a high 5 and tell them it was from me. hell, even if i don't know them. give them a high 5 and tell them u care about them! then give them a hug. =) if u think about me. think good things. =) or if u pray. pray for me. i don't mind.

if u read these posts. u r really special to me.
Remember the Adamo.

Me and my mad kayak poses.

the Four Theis's and me with my moob standing out. just before the left to South Dakota.

this fool (me) went out into this water fountain with his cell phone in his pocket.

Neil-io and Lisa from San Antonio! he's my neighbor.

I was so scared. But the first times the hardest! It only gets easier.

**Bought a camera. I was present the day Kat and Derek (my hosts) found out they were prego. That was awesome! Went to Joel Osteens. Met up with my uncle whom i never ever see. Learned a bit of photo shop. Met a cool guy named justin patrick. met up with some friends from San Antonio here in Houston and went kayaking. Met a crazy neat really spiritual guy who invited me to a Poetry Open mic! Bomb!. Then ended it with me doing what i love to do, but which i haven't done in years...sing at a open mic. tight. There were lots more smaller adventures of course.